H E R E I S T A N D…

Lumipas na ang unang linggo ng buhay 2nd year ko.  Nakita ko na rin sa wakas mga kaibigan ko.  ganun pa din naman sila, masya pa din kasama. Nakakalungkot nga lnag kasi yung iba hindi na bumalik, mamimiss ko sila.  Yung iba naman nasa kabilang section pero ayos lang, nakikta ko pa din naman sila kaso iba nga lang kapag kasama mo sila sa isang room. Madami akong hindi kilala sa room pero alam ko naman na makikilala ko din sila lahat. Dadaldalin ko nga sila minsan hahaha, di kasi ako sanay na hindi kilala mga classmate ko eh. Gusto lahat pwede ko biruin para masaya naman, mukha naman silang mababait lahat.  Ayoko ko lang yung mga pampam na dikit ng dikit na parang linta. hahaha nakakatawa lang eh. di niyo ata alam yun pero basta akin na lang yun mamaya mabasa pa eh madelikado pa ko Good lcuk na lang samin sa pe bukas.  Ano naman kaya ipapagawa samin? Pero kahit ano pa yan, kaya ko hahaha. Hindi naman nasuko si gracie! *jan di mode* medyo nagugustuhan kong magsulat ng blog sa tagalog ah.  Nawili ata ako haha, trip ko lang naman.  Actually wala na talagang kwenta mga sinasabi ko eh, basta may masulat lang talaga.  Nakakakahiya naman kasi sa friendster blog sabihin gagawa gawa ako ng blog hindi ko naman inaupdate pero wala talaga silang paki kung mgupdate tayo o hindi. Mabubuhay pa naman friendster kahit ala ako eh hahaha. Ano ba yan kung ano ano na sinusulat ko ditong walang katuturan.  Haynaku bakit ba ko namomoblema eh alam ko namang walang nagbabasa nito.  Mga tamad kasi tao eh. Sige kung may masipag magbasa ng blog ko taas paa! ahaha, di joke lang, kung nagbabasa ka ng blog ko comment ka sakin. papadalan kita ng thank you card hahaha anu daw? adik eh nuh.. di joke lang di ko gagawin yun. Ayos lang naman kung walang nagbabasa nito eh kasi sa totoo lang kanina pa ko paikotikot hindi ko matapos tapos tong blog na toh.  Kaya sige na etoh na tapos na toh pramis!. AYAN TAPOS NA! bye na

Ang bilis naman ng panahon.  Parang nung kelan lang kabado pa ko para sa first day ng college life ko tapos ngayon 2nd year na pala ko. yay! Dami nangyari sa unang taon ko sa kolehiyo. May masaya, malungkot, mga kakaibang trip haha, haynaku kalimutan na lang yun. lol Ngayon nga halos isang linggo na lang, pasukan na naman ulit. Excited na din ako. Tagal ko na din na hindi nakikita mga friends at classmates ko.  May mga bago kaya? Sana wala kameng maarteng classmate. badtrip lang eh haha.  Tapos ngayong sem ako na din pala yung singing department head ng teatro. Good luck na lang skin hahaha. Ewan ko ba kung bakit ako napili nila eh bagong sali pa lang naman ako.  Sana lang magawa ko ng tama para naman ndi sila madismaya skin.  Sigurado praktis na naman kame nito pero ayos lang, masaya naman eh.  Miss ko na nga din mga kateatro ko.  Sayang nga lang hindi na namin head si kuya Harry pero tinutulungan pa din niya kame.

Ngayong taon pramis pagbubutihin ko na talaga pag-aaral ko.  Hindi na pwede paeasy easy lang. Kelangan na magseryoso.  Nkakainis kasi medyo hindi maganda naging resulta ng ibang sujects ko. Kaya ngayon kelangan ko ng mag-aral ng mabuti. Sabihin niyo naman puro salita lang ako, hayaan niyo babalitaan ko kayo kung tinotoo ko nga pangako ko. Sana naman talaga. Hayz.  Sige yun lang Bye :))

I said with my last entry that I’m not happy with what’s happening in my life.  But srsly GOD is good all the time.  He knows how to turn your life into the brighter side.  Although I admit that I committed some mistakes and had some failures but I know it’s all part of God’s plan.  I know that I’m not the genius type of student but I’m really trying my very best to prove that I have something to show.  I realized that I should focus on my studies instead of anything else.  And also I’m trying to explore things that I don’t usually do.  Being a member in Teatro Org is really a big sudden change not just with my college life but also with my personal life.  Actually I’m not the kind of person who enjoys being in front of many people, I would prefer having a low profile life but then I realized that God gave me the talent and so I want to use it in a good way.  I’m hoping that I could maximize and develop what I believe in the talent that I have.

And with my love life.  Actually I don’t really care with this matter right now but I still have to put something in here because I know it will be boring without mentioning it.  Let me summarize everything.  There was this guy that I like in our school.  Whenever I see him, I don’t know what to do.  I can’t help but stare at him.  Well, I thought he likes me too but as I expected, he likes someone else.  So that’s so wonderful, right?  But that’s not the end of the world for me.  I know that I should move on and forget him because I’ll just hurt myself if I still continue liking him.  That’s absurd!  But I don’t regret liking him.   In fact I want to thank him for making me happy even though it’s just in a matter of short time.  If you happen to like me too, say it now before it’s too late.  Because the moment I’ve already moved on with you, it’s over.

I’m not happy with what’s happening nowadays.  It seems like I’m just living in a life of someone that I don’t even know.  I don’t know what’s happening in my life anymore.  This 2nd semester is a bit off for me.  I’m losing interest srsly.  I’m starting to feel the big sudden change in my life.  I become a theatre club member and almost everyday we’re practicing for our upcoming presentations.  It’s pretty hard because I need to balance the theatre club with my studies. Well, what else can I do?  I just have to go with the flow and I’ll be used to it soon.

So we had our christmas party last Friday.  Honestly, it was really boring and I was really disappointed because I thought that it’s going to be a big year end party but yeah, what can you expect in our damn school? hmm, let’s talk about that some other time haha.  But what I didn’t expect is to win in a raffle draw at the end of the party.  Can you actually believe that? I won a 21 inches tv so I was like really worried in how the hell am I going to bring that home.  Luckily one of my classmates helped me with that big stuff.  Thank you Jess! =D

     It’s been a really long time since I updated this blog because our internet connection went crazy again as usual.  I don’t even know how to type properly! I felt like I was murdered or something ahaha kidding! So let me update you with my life.  Last sem was like crazy, hell yeah! We did some crazy stuffs that I didn’t expect that I can do in a regular basis haha. I will not go on details about those crazy stuffs because you wouldn’t believe me for sure but I’m telling you it’s indeed “crazy”.  And as expected the 1st sem already ended and we thought that we’re still going to be in a same section but it went the other way around. We’re seperated in 3 different sections which made me really sad.  I really missed the old days when we used to laugh when someone crack a joke inside our classroom. Makes me more sad whenever i see their vandals inside our old classroom “301″.  gosh! We have many memories that make me smile every now and then.  We still bump into each other, talk and laugh but it’s really different now.  I didn’t expect that those strangers before will bring impact to my life.  *drama mode* 

     And now 2nd sem finally began.  They’re all kind, entertaining and all which I love about them.  Luckily I don’t have flirty classmates which will make me so piss off! *hate them* I still don’t have the chance to talk to them all but I’m sure we’ll get to know each other as the day passes by.

Our class started last Monday and up to now, I’m still adjusting with my new environment. Darn! I really miss my high school friends specially the closest ones. I’m looking forward on meeting them soon, maybe on SJFS Friendship Day but I’m not really sure when. Everyone seems to have their own world now and I’m happy to see that everyone is happy. Well for me, it’s pretty fine. I managed to meet new people which I’m very static about! lol xD What’s really fascinating about going to college is that, I met my old friend. We haven’t seen each other for about 6 years and then all of a sudden, our paths cross again. Destiny huh?!? I guess it is. Small world!!

Well, I made a promise to myself that I will really study in college cause back then, I was really lazy. You know! Going to school unprepared and without assignment will be changed from now on. OMG! I can’t believe I’m saying this now! wheeeewwww!! rofl But seriously, I’ll do my best in everything that I’ll do from now on.