July 21st, 2008
I Will Work For It, Overtime!
I can’t believe I’m feeling this again. There’s a guy that I’m liking right now but I’m afraid that he won’t even take the time looking at me. I don’t know but everytime I look at him, I’m feeling something that I can’t really explain. It’s like a mixed emotions. He seemed friendly but you know, I’m really shy to get close to him. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I really hate myself for being like this! I wish I have enough courage to talk to him. I wrote a poem so long ago and now I finally know the use of it. So here’s the poem.
No Matter What
What I hate myself for being stupid
Because no matter what I doI can’t stop loving you
Not even a second in my life
I know that no matter what I do
I will never have the chance
The chance to be with you
I will never have the chance
The chance to talk to you
I wanna listen to your sweet voice
I know that no matter what I do
I will never have the chance
The chance to touch your angelic face
I will never have the chance
The chance to feel your warm embrace
I wanna hear your heartbeat
Eventhough you don’t know me
Just always think that there’s someone
Someone who’s loving, thinking and dreaming of you
Someone that no matter what you do
Will understand and protect youWill love you unconditionally
If you’ll give this girl a chance
A girl that’s been waiting forever
She will hold you tight
And never let you go…