H E R E I S T A N D…

This is my new poem…I feel like this poem made me look like a trying hard emo(but believe me…i’m not an emo) this doesn’t mean that i belong to their group(i don’t have anything against them~)

From This Miserable Life Of Mine

In this moment
I’m sitting at a dark corner of my room
For me thinking about this miserable life of mine makes me sick
It seems like every second that passes by
Adds up as a reason for my life to be miserable
More and more miserable

I want to be happy
But a voice keeps on whispering in my ears
Saying that I’m not destined to be one
It tears up my heart
It really does

At one point in this miserable life of mine
I thought of letting all the skeletons out of my closet
Skeletons that I hid for many days, many months and many years
Skeletons that I hid for a long time and now haunting me
I’m scared at this moment
I’m really scared
I wish I could be brave enough to open it
But now I chose to remain silent

In this miserable life of mine
I long for love, care, and attention
But I earned nothing but pain
Pain that’s killing me right now
I can’t take this anymore
I really can’t

All I want is to be happy
But why in this world I only feel nothing
Nothing but pain, sorrow and everything that i can ever feel
From this miserable life of mine

In this moment
I’m sitting at a dark coner of my room
Thinking that the only way to escape
From this miserable life of mine is to die
Because for me to die is to be free
To die is to be free from every pain and sorrow
From this miserable life of mine

I want to die to become free!
I want to become free to be happy!

Konnichiwa!!! HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

It’s Nov. 1 and yet I’m still doing my film review.  The movie title is "The Joy Luck Club", never heard??  Gosh!!!  It’s like not having a vacation at all.  I envy those peolpe who are currently enjoying their vacation *pouts*, go to heaven!! haha lmao ^-^  It’s my first time to have a blog(only in friendster) so actually I don’t know what I will write today haha so weird ^^, but anyways i gotta go…

P.S

Try the song Sunny Shower by J- Walk it’s really nice~ *wink*

mata na! \(-^0^-)/